sometimes a person has to really look at how relevant they want yo be. I do come from a background that almost demands me to be relevant, however I typically fight this at every turn. during this I have to wonder if I want to really be amiss in obscurity or if I am just fighting something that is natural for fear of hurting someone with actions or words...I know the power of a miss timed joke or a wrongly spoken word when people listen to what you say. it really is an issue with being a person that sees both sides and not fully sure which way to go. case for me is I currently am single, there is nothing in my makeup that accepts this, however I look for perfection (for me) and realize I am far from perfect. then the debate starts, if I work on my flaws and still fail at meeting/dating her, where do I go then? the problem for people like me is most will see that as a sign of depression, where to me it is reality, play what cards you were dealt and always try for the better hand...funny it is sometimes
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
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