sometimes a person has to really look at how relevant they want yo be. I do come from a background that almost demands me to be relevant, however I typically fight this at every turn. during this I have to wonder if I want to really be amiss in obscurity or if I am just fighting something that is natural for fear of hurting someone with actions or words...I know the power of a miss timed joke or a wrongly spoken word when people listen to what you say. it really is an issue with being a person that sees both sides and not fully sure which way to go. case for me is I currently am single, there is nothing in my makeup that accepts this, however I look for perfection (for me) and realize I am far from perfect. then the debate starts, if I work on my flaws and still fail at meeting/dating her, where do I go then? the problem for people like me is most will see that as a sign of depression, where to me it is reality, play what cards you were dealt and always try for the better hand...funny it is sometimes
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
decisions
I really haven't decided what I am going to do with this blogging account, I think I just may use it as a in the moment thought process, however if readers get to this it just may be too dark for them...this would link back to myself in real life so that may not be good...decisions
Thursday, April 5, 2012
strange support
I think I will have to adhere to some worrisome implications, the required use of full names on comments. I have a serious problem with not being allowed to voice an opinion anonymously, however as I have seen recently the venomous comments to people because someone is paid to do so, perhaps it is time to require people to stand by statements. There still has to be some anonymity especially to those that "blow the whistle for the greater good", it seems that the mob mentality is too much for people who may otherwise be intelligent to handle.
thoughts?
